Damn it, what the hell's wrong with me? Am I really crying because this fictional character isn't real? Man, I feel dumb. I was just watching some videos, and I wanted him to be real, and just take me away, but I knew he wasn't, so I started crying. God, when did I turn into this? When did I become one of those people? I'm not a teenager, I'm an adult. I'm way too old for this shit.