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18th-May-2015 01:36 am(no subject)
I cannot forget the blood on the walls.
17th-May-2015 04:16 pm(no subject)
Damn it, what the hell's wrong with me? Am I really crying because this fictional character isn't real? Man, I feel dumb. I was just watching some videos, and I wanted him to be real, and just take me away, but I knew he wasn't, so I started crying. God, when did I turn into this? When did I become one of those people? I'm not a teenager, I'm an adult. I'm way too old for this shit.
14th-May-2015 07:01 pm(no subject)
I can hear her drunken rambling. Talking to her boyfriend, and is all, "I don't know why you don't love me, WHY you won't marry me..." It's because you're horrible human being. You're just a piece of shit person, that's fucking why, bitch.

Call me a horrible person, but I'm glad. I want her to be fucking miserable, because she's making ME miserable. I'm sick of feeling sorry for this bitch.

I've given her every damn chance, and she blew them all. I hope you go sit alone and cry, you miserable waste of space. I want you to be in hell, because that's where you've put me. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU GOD DAMN IT I HATE YOU! JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU SACK OF FUCKING DOG SHIT!
29th-Apr-2015 11:04 pm - so....
I find Seung-Hui Cho physically attractive. As in, I have dirty thoughts about him. I've always been consciously and unconsciously attracted (and been attracted to) the fuck-up kind of guy, though "fuck-up" would be an understatement on his behalf.

I feel guilty as I can't even begin to imagine the pain and suffering he caused his victims and their families. If you don't know who I'm talking about, now would be the time to look him up.
8th-Mar-2015 05:11 pm(no subject)
On my dad's facebook, he wonders why the police need body cameras, psychological evaluations should be enough. They should, but that's not the point. My brother pointed out that many of them manage to avoid evaluation or convincingly lie enough to pass. This woman on my dad's friends list chimes in with shit like this, "Sorry [Brother's name] but I totally disagree with your comment.. As is the case, there are some bad cops and some fall thru the cracks as do a lot of people, and accidents do happen where an innocent by stander does get shot, but it is unfair to say that a lot of cops (who put their lives on the line very time they go to work) are murderers. Why don't you try walking a mile in their shoes (especially there in Miami). Sorry I appreciate the tough job they do. And I know one that went to work, went on a Domestic Violence call and never saw his wife , 2 little girls and the third one that was born 3 months later." He tries to tell her that these aren't accidents, that police are deliberately hurting and killing people and she goes, "until you actually try out for any police academy and work as a cop..."

No, you know what? Fuck you. Fuck. You. You are a white woman in your late fifties. The scariest encounter you've ever had with a cop was probably that time when you were five and you saw a policeman riding a horse and the horse snorted and scared you. You don't read all the new stories about police brutality, you probably think Ferguson was 'A character in that Clarissa Explains It All show that all the kids used to watch' You haven't read the stories about innocent people being shot in raids. You didn't read the story about the baby who had his goddamn face blown off by a flash grenade tossed into his house on a raid, which by the way, was IN THE WRONG HOUSE. You have no right to tell my brother that he has no idea what he's talking about, when you're more out of touch then a goddamn caveman frozen in a block of ice. Go. Fuck. Yourself.
17th-Feb-2015 10:47 pm(no subject)
Why am I so obsessed with him. He's just a celebrity, I know I'm not in love with him I don't even know him. I've never even met him. I'm so attracted to him I just want it to stop. My boyfriend sees me ogling him on tv and asks why I can't think that way about him and I don't know. I don't have an answer, honey, I'm sorry. I love you and I just want these dumb feelings to stop. At the same time I don't want it to stop because it's the only passion I have in my life and I hate myself. I don't know what to do, please help me.
16th-Feb-2015 04:50 pm - rescue
I wonder if I will ever get myself back.
5th-Dec-2014 04:41 pm(no subject)
And is there an end to all of this?
I sit there quietly grasping my fists. I hope not, I whisper into my head.

But what do I do? Where do I go? Why do I always wonder what I could have done differently?
What about you?
17th-Nov-2014 10:49 pm(no subject)
I am so fucking sick and tired of conservatives making everyone's lives miserable. Not to mention they make everything about "Liberals" or "Libtards". God damnit, can't you just leave us all the fuck alone?
15th-Nov-2014 04:00 pm(no subject)
I hate that my younger sister & her friends reinforce the "slutty bisexual" stereotype. I know it's not true but it takes effort to believe that when I see them cheering for casual sex, "open relationships", & friends-with-benefit type situations.
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